![]() I went to detox and have been sober for 3.4 years and I will tell anyone that it's the best decision I ever made and a precious gift to myself. ![]() I needed a change and it needed to happen now. My mother told me she was the one for me and that meant everything to me, my twins fiance was the one and when I heard my mother say that and she became family I desperately wanted that for myself. I knew I wanted to make her the happiest woman on earth, even though the worst of it I always thought my wife walked on water. After a while I decided enough is enough. I was in self destruction mode on hyper drive. I wasn't a good father and I was in seriously bad shape. I wasn't the best and I put my wife through hell of lying, hiding my drinking and just being an all around piece of shit I didn't recognize. I let the depression and complex ptsd take hold and it was a very steep slope from there. I had just gotten out of a nasty divorce that dragged me through the mud and mangled who I was as a person. I wasn't always the best, I had some major faults and issues in the beginning of our relationship. ![]() I adored her family and was so proud and honored to be apart of it. 6 families are destroyed, my mother other siblings are caught in the middle. ![]() What kind of trailer park maury povitch bullshit have they been doing.īetrayed and hurt are an understatement, I never imagined the two people I was closest to in this world would do something so vile and destructive. I found out two weeks ago out of the blue and I was so very naive and so was my twins fiance. ![]()
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